After years of the finickity development of this site, and as it still languishes without content, I have hopefully discovered the source of my holding back - it's ME!
The site was initially going to be an avenue for me to share comedy stuff but with my motivation going up and down so much I have recently realised that standup comedy has been making me too ego-centred. Was I really doing it to make other people laugh, or to satisfy my need for approval? Maybe a bit of both
For now I have decided to focus more on what I can give to others without needing the glory. Maybe the comedy will come in time :)